1st time feel unhappy + sad at college

My college got badminton competition , when i know this competition , i'm so happy . Because i like play badminton , haahaa...This competition got man/woman single , man/woman double and mix double . When i see it , i want join this competition and play man double .In this week , i ask le some many time to my seniors...but ..no one wan party with me ...all call me play single ...If i can play single , i no need ask they lol...how i can play single match ler...i can't tahan de ..I reply this reason so many time leh..but also got same result ---play single .= =''
haiz...my new president--sze how ,told me i can play single de..just practice it . bcoz still got 2 more week .After that , i very sad and unhappy..so i go take the register form and choose men single ... then , i post comment at facebook . sze how tell me don like that ..when he say that , i got some feel want to cry ..but , i faster turn back my feel to normal .Why all people think me can play single de ler...
haiz...never mind la..may be they not free or they wan play single ler...me can't too selfish and barely they de..At here , i say sorry to my all seniors...sorry guy....